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Serendipitous Synchronicity on the Precipice of Consciousness...
account with Permanent package of service Created on 12 June 2000 (#5060) Last updated on 8 July 2017
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Just on the border of your waking mind
There lies another time
Where darkness and light are one
And as you tread the halls of sanity
You feel so glad to be
Unable to go beyond
I have a message
from another time...
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There are so many people that made a difference in my life that I can't thank them all. I appreciate those who have been in my life, both physically and online, romantically and not. I can never replace any of you, nor would I want to. Those romantic ones I miss desperately and could never replace the love, compassion, and support when I needed it most. Things never turn out as we want it to, no matter how much I wanted it to work. Sometimes the emptiness and loss still hurts and I wish you were still in my life. Who knows what the future holds, and maybe our paths will cross again. I wish you health, wealth, and happiness.
With Much Love,
Cryo, Bill, Buddha
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel
Remembering
You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go
Remembering
You fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering
You how you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you
THE CURE - PICTURES OF YOU
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